i wanna say

對﹣不﹣起

..un-happy/comfortable/control..

30 JUNE 2009
TUESDAY
11:o2PM
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煩死了

累死了

快死了



現在的我，不爽，沒勁兒，難專注。

已前的我，在哪里？
迷茫了嗎？

不錯，真想就這樣沉默下去。
不需要問候，安慰，理解。

給我滾開


讓我酷酷的一個人。

我。需要寧靜。空間。
別吵我，
我沒心情。
別逼我，
我沒耐性。


告訴我。
你的心。
你的真心。
想怎樣？

時候到了嗎？
想跨出去了嗎？

都告訴我。
我．．理解的。








我越努力做好自己，越不像原本的自己。
別在為我流淚，你不說，我真的看不見。
我很糟
不許有下次
打我吧。

Baby Come Back~

23 JUNE 2009
TUESDAY
7:25PM
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Yeah~ Just went to AmCorp Mall with WaiKit, Da Long, Ah Seng and Xiao Tong.. we went there to take our D60 lo.. wait till our neck long already.. lastly.. can have a grap on it already.. *shuang*

now just waiting the battery to charge for 8hrs then my baby is up to take some snaps for me.. hehe~ can't wait can't wait!!!

tmr after finish class gonna take photos around Jaya-One for our Digital Photography's assignments.. our first task is about depth of field-Aperture.. Fun Fun Fun!!! ..gonna ask Seh Rui to be my model tmr if she willing to.. hmm.. Let's SNAP~

H.O.P.E

22 JUNE 2009
MONDAY
8:27PM
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Arhhhhh.. just took a nice nap from 4PM till now(8+PM).. Shuang ar~

Hmm.. have to start doing assignments now.. colour wheel X-X, desktop publishing X-X, advertising design X-X..

*Just Kill Me ba liao*.. i din't even start anyone of them yet.. sh*t..

Tmr.. *crossing fingers*.. must go redeem back my baby.. the supplier had FFK us twice already.. ny*m* ar.. please must let us get our D60 ok~


ok.. busy first~
Happy Father's Day dad~
(sweet, even though can't go back and celebrate with u, but at least i made a sweet phone call to u yesterday.. I can see that u are very happy.. ^^.. thanks dad.. I will study hard.. YAY)

Ba4 Ba3

21 JUNE 2009
SUNDAY
9:40PM
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今天，很累。
工作時一直很想睡．．．瞌睡可是打個不停．．．
唯有四處找東西來忙咯~ 咳~ 好不容易熬過了這漫長又辛苦的１２小時。臨走前，Christine丟了一句話給我．．．：“呃，你看起來很累耶，回去真的要好好休息啦。”．．．

看吧！！連一個見面沒幾天的同事都看得出了，為何我還不認命啊？？！
說了，昨天我跟他談了．．．他，還是不肯放我走．．．如我所料。他說了一大堆大道理，講了近１０分鐘的理由希望我留下．．．但，我都沒听進啦~　 哈哈．．．因為我實在是不想做了啦．．．除非你改變你的觀念，但，對你來說應該超難吧~ 哈．．雪妮．．．算罷料~

放工後，第一時間做的就是撥電給老爸啦。
“嘟嘟~ 嘟嘟~ 哈嘍？？”
“喂，爸噢？．．呃，沒有啦，今天難得父親節嘛，就打給你跟你談談天啦．．”
“噢~ 啊隆仔噢~ （從小到現在我爸媽都這樣叫我的）哈哈．．你在做工啊？”
“沒有啦，剛放工罷了。你吃蛋糕了嗎？．．．”．．．

就這樣，和老爸談了下來。從他聲音中，我可以感覺到他的開心。^^
我爸一直以來，都是看起來一副很嚴肅，很凶的樣子。其實他是很愛笑，然後超愛小孩子的慈父。我爸從來都很少罵我們，這壞角色通常都是老媽在演啦．．唯有我們真的做錯很嚴重的事情他才會凶恨的把我們教訓一頓．．他要的不是每一次都得提醒我們，而是要一次就讓我們銘記於心。但，我爸對我們的朋友可是親切到不可．．哈哈．．我和老爸以前都很少話題．．可能是我老爸不懂要和我聊些甚縻吧．．但，他都很疼我們，並不會在意要我們的學業有多好多好，他只要我們的品德好就夠了．．所以我們兄弟們都超尊重他。

最後，在我掛電話之前，他說：“要用工讀書，需要錢就打給我，在外面要自己照顧好自己，累了就回家，知道嗎？”
我听了．．心裡一股酸酸的感覺大量的涌出來．．我很想掉淚了，畢盡我自從農曆新年來這裡後，到現在都還沒回過家，都快近４個月沒看見父母了．．想死你們了啦．．

爸，你身子不好，以前動手術都沒人通知我，還好被我發現．．要看好你的身子啊，和老媽一定要繼續學舞噢~ 哈哈哈


父親万歲！！！！

Pictures Sharing

18 JUNE 2009
11:21PM
THURSDAY
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Teman.i.n.g this fellow,Nic go pierce ear-holes(two on one ear) at MidValley..

Look at him.. he was like kinda nervous about how painful it will be but still so passionate to have his ear pierced.. -A-

My nightmare in the morning during Desktop Publishing class at MacLab.. =,="

Scared the h*ll out of me.. me:"Ling Wei~fong hoi ngo lar~".. go Kampar ady still want find me, anywhere, anytime.. LMAO(accidentally saw her name on the eMac,we were like just talking about her few minutes ago.. swt)

Our Drawing class.. full of easels~

Acting only.. believe me~ there is no paper on the drawing board.. just posing~ nice acting Big Long~

Acting here too.. see!! no paper at all.. LOL

my sketch from my angle done in 31mins..

Wai Kit concentrating..

Rub* Rub*..

Sylvia sketching~ oh ya.. we had to STAND like this and draw for 3 hours.. d*mn challenging~

Recently B-day girl.. Candy(13 JUNE).. helped her to celebrate~

She thought nobody gonna buy cake for her and sang bday song to her.. but we DID.. with a suprise.. (see she still in sleeping clothes.. LOL)

Her Oreal cake.. with a card:"Happy Birthday,给你满满的祝福".. a forever friend..

Kampar KTM station.. cool dao~

see.. just first day there already ask me help them do assignment.. helping them making a sunglasses..

CCK.. dota.i.n.g.. i tried my best and watching him played for 5mins i guess.. then i left because of don't undersand what he was playing and.. bored.. he said want teach me play.. nvm ba~

Xiao di di.. sick that day when i go visit them.. no voice ar.. LOL

see.. Kevin just sit there chating.. me(visitor) had to do their work.. when i'm on my halfway doing that, they just told me it's not assignment.. just a normal tutorial work.. then i was like:"???....!!!!".. LOL~

Hor B Zai a.k.a Jia Chyi.. since this stupid dog so like Jia Chyi.. i just name "him" after her.. LOL~

Eating Curry Chicken Bao~ Nice~

see what i did today.. eating at mamak.. then accidentally mem-bengkok-kan their spoon.. sorry~(took a new 1 and continue eating)

after finish class at 5.30pm today.. went downstair.. walao-A.. killing "nya-Mok" ar~ LMAO~

Am I Enjoying Myself Now??

18 JUNE 2009
10:46PM
THURSDAY
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Erm.. past few weeks were quite busy for me.. this time is not busy about working, its mostly related to how i want to spent my days. Starting last week, all assignments were like can't wait to report to their masters (us).. all lecturers start to give briefings about how to do this do that and most importantly is ask us to buy these buy that.. ma de.. no matter how hard i worked i still can't afford my own expenses here.. sh#t!!.. no choice lar.. its time for me to ask help from home (me:"$~~").. well,i DO enjoy myself here (PJ Campus) as a Graphic Design student.. I started to feel like i'm gainning somethings or can actually learning some useful knowledges from this Uni.. I'm d*mn loving my subjects here.. most of them(i guess all) hit my favourites~ *cool*..i love Digital Photography, i'm really like to take photo especially artistic and scenery pictures(later when i'm done taking some pics i'm satisfied with, i'll upload them and share with you all)..oh ya,because of this subject i had to buy myself a DSLR camera.. wuhoo, *shuang~*..and the next is Drawing.. well,which GD students don't like to draw and sketch isn't it??just that everyweek also need to sketch for 60mins to practice ourself's skills and the most important thing is,it also need to let our tutor to see our progresses every week.. =A=.. fine,next 1 is Desktop Publishing.. This subject teaches us how to use Mac OS, Photoshop, Illustrator and more.. so d*mn fun using gigantic iMac in MacLab together during class(although i have 1 myself at home).. And next is Advertising Design which our tutor and lecturer(same guy) is a very interesting and fun ppl.. his name is "aSir".. so everytime he enter class he will just said:"Good afternoon class~", and we will reply:"Good afternoon Sir".. macam at Hong Kong's police station.. LMAO.. he is abit old(40+y/o).. he is very fashionable and f*cking humourous.. he made me laugh 99 today.. 1 more thing,he also called me Long Gor during class even though nobody tell him that's my nickname.. LMAO~ This subject teach us how to design for packaging and to developt our technical skills on drawing mascots.. and the assignments are very very F.U.N~ lastly are Colour Studies and Communicative English.. these 2 are most boring subjects to me.. i kinda hate Colour Studies because it had so many colour wheels for us to draw and the tutor are so PICKY when assessing our assignments.. ARGHHHHH!.. and Communicative English, well, just imaging yourself how it feels like when you're attending English classes bah.. *BORING*..


Lately i've been addiced to this drama.. This is the only drama that i think is acted by "professional" and with "potential" actors, not like the usual Taiwanese drama which only focus on those idol actor with good-looking face but with poor acting potential.. this drama is so interesting and very meaningful.. i am ENJOYING it.. *recommended for you to watch, 2 thumbs up from me*

And this one.. my new baby.. Nikon D60(sorry Wei Xun, promised you to buy Canon.. but in the end.. aeroplane you.. LOL..) I'm going to *fetch* her back from AmCorp Mall tomorrow morning, can't wait to explore her already(come' on baby~) tomorrow gonna go there with Wai Kit, Big Long and Ah Seng to collect our babies.. RM1920 = D60+4G memory card+beg+tripod stand.. that's the reason why i will fall street..



And this 1, hmm.. i've always wanted to buy this phone last time.. now.. sure bought already la,if not i post this picture and write so many for what oo.. bought this with my "blood sweats" salary.. hmm.. won't regret it.. because he is so "YENG".. btw, just to remind you Jia Chyi!! Please reconsidered about your upcoming phone!! this phone ar.. i tell u ar.. always no line 1.. summore now only left black colour nia.. not suitable for you lar.. go buy others colourful phone ba liao.. ok?? please think of what i suggested bah~(i really don't want crush shirts, beg, and now even phone with you already.. just as you always said:"mai la") may Nokia give you a hint.. LMAO~

Yeah.. I'm enjoying myself as a degree level student now.. even though Graphic Design has mountain-height's assignments waiting for us to accomplish.. i'll never give up.. everything i see and absorbing is pretty fresh for me.. i'm trying my best to give out my best.. living alone now doesn't mean that i'm lonely.. i have you.. i have friends.. and i have family members supporting me.. just like Ms.Cheong said(my Desktop Publishing Lecturer and Tutor):"every degree student in the whole world will have tons of assignments to do, they will have to face their own stress.. that is how we train ourself to become mature.." it was so true for me.. i'm wondering myself how will i face my own stress when the time come..

All my fellow friends at Kampar and HELP.. wish you guys all the best in challenging everyday's new life.. as Ling Wei said in every morning:"Another day has had to begin again".. LOL.. wake up bah Ling Wei~ LMAO~ Sincerely.. miss you all~