Feeling Good

27th July 2009
Monday
9:54pm
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Today not bad.Although i over-slept again and missed my photography class.urgh!already prepared the photo to get some comments from her before submit out our assignment.Now i'm not sure whether the photo i took met the criteria for this time's assignment..ish.

Today is Wai Kit's birthday too.He also only came at 1.30pm's class.Morning skipped.When he sat down beside me,i act like normal,nvr mention anything about his birthday.Then at last he can't tahan ady,he show me got who sms him for wishes,who's the first 1 to wish him,today not so many assignments do so gonna go bk celebrate with family lar..bla..bla..bla..then he keep on saying that I mou leong sam lar..not enough brother la..never wish him..LOL..I almost laugh out there..

So,when our class end,I just took out the cake we hide.We sang different version of birthday songs to him,with Tamil version as start.LOL..hardly sang it..then fooling around,snaps,and go yamcha session.


我很讨厌消极的人。整天emo很yeng吗？这样子只会把气纷搞紮，弄到你身边的人很辛苦你懂吗？请你照你所说的去做。别嘴里说一套，做另一套。很反感！是时候看看你自己了。再这样下去，你会令更多人对你反感＋讨厌。 需要安静不是这样子的，下次别抢著说，给别人有机会发言。你一个人说完只会让人觉得你很吵，也别再为自己找借口了。一个人生活，孤独在家里，闷。有谁何尚不是？我也还不是一样一个人住？！这就是成长，一个人时请静静思考，听音乐，别出声。很难吗？一定得找人谈天过时间吗？别太依赖了。每个人都不是为了你／让你开心才活的。你有你的烦恼，别人有别人的心事，不是每件事都是你想得那么简单。别人不想被打扰时，你可以从他的脸色看出来。所以请别３８跑去多问人 “怎么啦？”，“emo啊？”。请别自讨没趣！令人很想揍你！！下次请会做人些。怎么说你也是有信仰的人，请把你信仰的东西活用在你日常生活里和待人处事！！思想成熟点吧！！！

我。星期天。

26th July 2009
Sunday
11:31pm
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Yeah,it's Sunday again for me.I slept till 1pm.Which means my plan for shooting the nice morning scene at Taman Jaya,SPOILED.

Yesterday was my last day at work.Yeah.Really my last already.Enjoyed at there,still fooling around with my colleagues.Before we left,me,Siznee,and Christine stayed down to argue/chat with our manager.Hahas.Not really arguing la.Just that we tried to tell him what he should do and what's wrong with the place.Actually the place and himself are fine to us..just another scampball who is making the whole fuss.We told what we want.Unfortunately,time wasn't enough for us.We 'chat' till 11.45+pm from 10pm..which means more than an hour.I can still sense that he din't really want us to leave.But,we won't stay.Sorry.We will find another day to chat with him again,he seem like still not knowing a ot of things.

Done.Then when i woke up at 1pm,i was like,:"huh??i missed the warmy sun??..@#$$!"..don't care.I quickly wash up,changed,grab my camera and keys and..

I'm there.Taman Jaya garden near Amcorp Mall.

The garden.When i reach there,with my un-filled stomach,i was quite enjoy the place.Very quiet,peaceful,and i'm really really close to the nature this time.I like the wind,blowing along the lakeside.A lot of grass.Green.And i discovered that actually there are a lot of families picnic.i.n.g here and fishing.Quite happening also.I just walk around there and take some snaps while enjoying the views there.

Honestly,at start it was kinda hard for me.I really don't know what to snap.No idea at all.This week's task is white balance in close up and long shot.Actually taking close up photo suppose to be not a problem for all of us now already,but the problem is our tutor don't want us to take close up for plant anymore.She said we had done it a lot.So,she want us to choose another interesting subject.Haiz.I was thinking of capturing the happy face of the kids playing there.But i can't.The reasons are, 1.Kids there not cute. 2.My lense not good enough. 3.Lack of skills in capturing frozen photo. So,in the end,i choose to snap insect. =.= After I loafing around there,WTF..no interesting butterflies at all..got also is hyper active one.Keep on flying here and there and here.Never stop on a petal for even a second.Arghh.When i was about to give,a baby dragonfly just appeared infront of me..then i noticed them.Thanks god.They so nice,pose for me to snap for quite long.Thanks.Then i'm done with my task.

After that,i went to Midvalley to meet Christine.Her phone broken already.Pity.So i borrow her my Nokia 3310(i zap dou one).After that had dinner with her at 士林.I ordered Oyster mee sua,and shared seafood tempura with her.Chat.Laugh.Happy.Then after the meal I had to go wash out those photo.Said bye bye to her.Kinda sad,because it's hard for us to gather again.Went to the photo shop at LG ground(still remember the shop?i said i wanna burn that de last time.)When i'm choosing my photo there,a staff there come to me,:"leng zai,lei shiong chi hei mei lou jor jiong xiong hei dou?"(last time u forgot to take 1 photo from here?)..then I node my head.WTF.She said i forgot to take??!!!nyama,is them forgot to GIVE me ok!!!nyama shop.But I still wash my photo there.XD.While waiting for the photos,I went to Carrefour.Since i got a RM50 cash voucher,so i decided to spent it there.I bought some household items.a clock.then i saw a table there,RM29 only.I was so f*cking wanted to buy it,so cheap and i wanted a table in my room so long already.But when i considering about my kamen rider bike,which unlike other transportations,i gave up on it. YwY I can't carried it home.So cheap ar...Haiz...to cheer myself up,I went to Bread Papa's.I order a chocolate cream puff and fondant.Nice.

This is the fondant.Really nice.Try it if u're there.

Collected my photos and i went back home straight.Quite enjoying my Sunday like this.I felt relaxed and my mood so good today.Dunno why.Yeah,i'm fully charged to face my next week challenges again.YEAH.


p/s:为什么有些人可以那么不爱脸？难道他没发现自己没很好看，歌声烂到极点，一点天分都没有吗？为什么他还可以说自己的创做很棒？真是他妈的。我看了真火大。
还有一位朋友，妳醒醒吧，现在的妳变了，妳和她在一起后就变成了另一个人。妳看不出她是个怎样的女生吗？她会真心跟妳交友吗？有一天妳总会发现妳被她利用了，那时的后悔只有妳一人担当。我非常的看不起＋厌恶现在的妳，妳何时变得那么没有主见？和妳以前那个坚强果断的样子比，妳现在可是被人牵著鼻头走啊？！难道这才是脱下面具的妳？以前都是带著面具对全部人？包括我？那当時妳说的话，妳的烦恼都是垃圾。你根本没脱过面具，直到现在。我真的瞧不起妳了，妳﹣很﹣假。妳已经不是我认识的妳了。我不再当你的听众，这是我给妳的答复，直到妳用回真心对我。原来以前我对你的真心，妳一直在玩弄它。妳，我失望透！

I'm R.I.P Slowly (Rip.Into.Pieces)

24 July 2009
Friday
5.06am
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My study life really busy now..i guess most of the degree students also the same..but it's just that my course had too much assignments and too little time to handle.. in the end.. most of our tutors were not satisfied with our outputs.. T-T but nvm,we will try harder and improve ourselves..

Now i just slowly gain my pace back.. following up the busy steps.. i've slowly adopting to this new environment.. it's week 8 already,more than half of my 1st semester.. it took me 8 weeks to adopt myself with others.. now i'm more familiar with how we're handling those endless assignments.. we can't grunt.. we can't blame anyone.. because that's what we had to do in our future.. "Welcome to the world of design".. yeah..thanks bro Jack from Facebook.. hahas.

Tired.Assignments made me older.Unhealthier.thinner? LOL.. i think ya.. i eat lesser than before ady.. when there are food in my room i will eat,if not i'll just continue doing my assignments and eat after i'm finished. but mostly in the end i just fall asleep.. oh my dark eye bags..

Can't wait to quit my job.. this saturday is my last day there.. yeah.. gonna have fun again.. hehe.. i'm gonna just play with my colleague more than working.. after i quit my job, i will have more time to spent for my assignments.. i wan to go shooting around.. i need more time to explore my photography.. Love it.. i wan to take more nice photo..

Hmm.. holidays faster come.. i wanna go back my hometown.. i miss my parent and my homie.. i never go bk since CNY.. a bad kid i'm.. shit.. so i need holidays!!! i need beach.i need relax.miss sing k moments with friends.. friends,when are we going out together again??

Can i go to beach now?????? T-T

T-A-G again??! mai la~

18 July 2009
SAT
00:26am
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Kill me~ Been through hell lately.. wtf! d*mn pretty LOT of assignments for us.. arghh.. will i reach my limits?? really beh tahan ady.. i think i couldn't bear another rush like these few weeks.. gotta hardworking abit and try to finish the works earlier as i could/have times.. *sigh*

hmm.. i'm leaving my PT job soon.. i can't wasted my weekend at workplace.. i need those time for my courseworks.. the un-finished courseworks.. and i need rest.. @w@

ok, credits to aKa (Jessica) for tagging me.. darn.. THANKS for making me answer all these mou liu question (too much for me lar).. here-i-go~


~個 人 題 - 10 題~
01 你叫什么：as I.C ma?? -Cheang Kok Long-
02 你的綽號：-Long Gor,狗蒋,Cole Cheang,鸟巢(d*mn HATE this one),她的男人(专属)-
03 你的血型：-O- err..i guess so.. XD
04 你的星座：ARIES 仔
05 你是男還是女：u say leh? *mouliu no.1*
06 你幾歲：19y/o
07 你住哪裡：PJ sect.17
08 你現在的學校 ：油大
09 你有沒有手機 : u SAY leh?! *mouliu no.2*
10 承上，那是多少：harr???!!! *lost.i.n.g*

~~朋 友 題 - 10 題~~
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: 暂时还没有，不过已前有个dai B仔跟我很ngam key. -Winston Heng- (可惜,去Kampar了) Y..Y
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）: u want me die??! *mouliu no.3*

{沒有13-20題, thanks god..no need answer so many..pheww~}

。。。 情 題 - 10 題。。。
21 你有沒有喜歡的人：now.got!
{22和23也不見了？wow!thanks alot!}
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過： 3 (ah lian,ah hua,ah mei).. XD
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：3
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友: my math suckx.. din count >.< 27 現在有另一半嗎: can u go back to Q.21?!! *mouliu no.4*
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：接受，跟他约会，花光他的钱，回家，分手，完毕。＊哈哈哈，自爽中，请勿打扰＊
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 : u want me die??!!my女人will kill me!!!
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人: LMAO.. u ask my女人.. she asked me this question more frequently than u.. *mouliu no.5*
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎: u SAY leh?!! *mouliu no.6*
32 你和另一半抱或親過嗎: plz.. do u have any common sense?!! *mouliu no.7*
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎: got!
34 是誰，你們什麼關係：O-M-G.. u sounded like my女人.. got my mum,my sis,my女人,baby girl at my house.. eh!many ler,still want me to list them out??!!
35 現在有人在追你嗎：now?!eh,dai lou,now already midnight ler,if got ppl chase me i sure run lar.. siao meh~ *mouliu no.8*

。。。混 合 題 - 10 題。。。。
36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：i will cry till my tears dried.. i took friendship seriously..
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：K-I-L-L him/her! but luckily now none of them died in my hand..they quite obey me.. LMAO
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：Do the same as him/her!
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎: I won't do such thing.. because if i ran away i will have no place to stay.. XD
40 你上課認真嗎 : sorry to say,i'm sleeping most of the time!
41 你功課好不好：i don't care about the marks so much,just enough for me to pass the semester can already..that's me!
42 你开电腦都在幹麻: do many things.my iMac is my whole life. <3 style="font-weight: bold;">43 你的即时通有多少个同性: Is it MSN?? if ya then WHO THE HACK will go count o??so free??! *mouliu no.9*
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性: u go die ba liao.. *mouliu no.10*

。。。兇 手 題 - 10 題。。。
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰： Wi Mui Eng(correct liao).. eh,i don't know how to spell her name correctly,because she hate ppl calling her chinese name..LMAO
46 这個人對你好不好：normally is me bullying her..so u SAY leh??!!
47 這個人是你的誰：classmate+DJ CALS groupmate
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：ofcoz la.. she so easy to be bully by us..wakakaz
49 你們認識多久了：6weeks lor..
50 這個人是怎樣的人： u want me die again?!! she sure come back and read de la.. i don't want to comment here.. just myself know can already.. LOL~
51这个人正／帥嗎：u ask "k".. LMAO
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过：everyday go class together lo..
53萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办：u really want me die izzit??!!pass *mouliu no.11*

。。。 聯 想 題 - 10 題。。。
{又沒有54和55 very good!!}
56 說到正妹你會想到誰：my mum!! ^^
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰: me and my dad.. LOL
58 說到憨你會想到誰: Ling Wei.. LMAO!!!!!!!
59 說到痴你會想到誰: Winston.. he quite Bak Chi sometimes..
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰: my primary schoolmate.. d*mn long time ady..
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰: now?! i no time eh!!! but will ask ziyan,Ky,Doiz,Nic..then later whole ex-TB4s will join.. XD
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：i got see ghost before..but is dump and cool one..never met a clever type.. XD
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: DOIZ Ong.. *most will agree with me*
64說到笑點低你會想到誰: Ling Wei.. too funny liao..
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰: Yen Mei.. her smile very cheerish!

。。。學 校 題 - 11 題。。。
66 你的班導是誰：never exist!! university ady ler.. still play this kinda thing meh?? *mouliu no.12*
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：everywhere except the front row..
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰: now??!no lor.. all lecturers or tutors also so picky on our works.. *sigh*
{69呢？excellent!}
70 你的英文好嗎: SPM A1.. still can take out street *拿出街*
71 你的體育好嗎: now?!..bad..not even excercise at all.. *sigh*
72 你的数学好么: can u read back Q.26!!!!!! *mouliu no.13*
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長: who??
74 你的學校好看嗎: u come and see for urself.. *mouliu no.14*
75 你的班級是：GD3 *proud.i.n.g*
76 你的班級在幾樓：PC-block!!

填后感：超想扁 JessiKa ，害我浪废时间!! hahaha.. one comment..mouliu-ness x 14times!!!!!!!!



1.被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
2.請老實的回答每一個問題。
3.不行擅自塗改題目。
4.寫完請點8位朋友，不可不點。
5.點完後請通知那8位朋友他被點到了。

sry,i can't do 1,4 and 5. i dun wanna spread this mouliu thing.. =,= ..btw,i never respect JessiKa gua??muahahaha.. just kidding la~

..plain me..

4 JULY 2009
SATURDAY
6.02am
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Ya i know it is very early..haha..
just suddenly felt like need to express out something..

emm..getting tired+tired+tired when every week passed..my life and study seem to be a little bit un-balance or could i said i din't manage them well??yes i'm not..

i can't said i felt s.t.r.e.s.s right now,normally i handle stress well.i had my own ways.but,now is much more serious than before.i couldn't bear myself to become playful,lazy nor even not being serious..

i need a boost up..no matter what it takes..

but how?

i had to really follow the pace of my lifestyle now..fast,efficient,more mature.
should i give up on that part??
we haven't had much time spending together..i'm just too tired..or maybe it's my excuse..
u make me learn something whenever we were together everytime..
something others can't teach me..it's only from u..

will i be able to manage both sides equally?
dear,give me some times to adopt to my new environment ok..
give me a try..i'll try my best..promise..

i've completed 2 of my promises to u,so,hopefully u will complete urs to mine too ok?


p/s:going to do photo shoot for my bro this sunday..for his beloved car before he went modified again..he said he want to down-grade modified his car,because he want it to be much more simple and cleaner than now..haiz..so he want a nice memory with his car..some more still request me to help him take one shot of Jay Chou pose in Initial D movie..LMAO~ *i'll try* >.<