..plain me..

4 JULY 2009
SATURDAY
6.02am
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Ya i know it is very early..haha..
just suddenly felt like need to express out something..

emm..getting tired+tired+tired when every week passed..my life and study seem to be a little bit un-balance or could i said i din't manage them well??yes i'm not..

i can't said i felt s.t.r.e.s.s right now,normally i handle stress well.i had my own ways.but,now is much more serious than before.i couldn't bear myself to become playful,lazy nor even not being serious..

i need a boost up..no matter what it takes..

but how?

i had to really follow the pace of my lifestyle now..fast,efficient,more mature.
should i give up on that part??
we haven't had much time spending together..i'm just too tired..or maybe it's my excuse..
u make me learn something whenever we were together everytime..
something others can't teach me..it's only from u..

will i be able to manage both sides equally?
dear,give me some times to adopt to my new environment ok..
give me a try..i'll try my best..promise..

i've completed 2 of my promises to u,so,hopefully u will complete urs to mine too ok?


p/s:going to do photo shoot for my bro this sunday..for his beloved car before he went modified again..he said he want to down-grade modified his car,because he want it to be much more simple and cleaner than now..haiz..so he want a nice memory with his car..some more still request me to help him take one shot of Jay Chou pose in Initial D movie..LMAO~ *i'll try* >.<