3:50pm
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..Waa~so long dint update my blog already,almost forget that i still own a blog.. =,=
Kinda busy this few weeks,that was because of rushing many assignments(..regret.i.n.g because of last minute works again..) ..well,its week 10 already for my 2nd semester,left 1 month to go and its Final Exam again..darnzz..time really know how to fly(..can u fly slowly next time???no 1 want u to be superman ok!!!..) .. =,=" ..sorry for that..
..Well,come to think about it,its almost 2009 and a new year to come..yes..its not a gud thing for me..i'm getting older.. (3 zero) ..a lot of things havent done..many memories were left behind by me in this year.. T^T.. its only left 6months for me to stay close with my friends here,because after that we all were done with our Fondation year and all of us are goin to apart by our ownself for Degree course.. (sad.i.n.g) ..has to be apart with my classmates,Winston,Doi,Kytam,TB4rians,as well as the just-get-close classmates Wei Xun,Ck and Jinn Seong..haiz..i'm getting tired of knowing new friends and had to be apart with them already..i've had to put a lot of efforts in knowing them because i'm a "slow hot" person,which mean i can't get so close with friends that i just made and only can be crazy with them after a long time.. =.=
..tired..i'm really sick and tired with the Foundation studies..always gave us subjects that had no relation at all with the major subject that i selected in Degree course..a few days ago,1 of my friend that study in Taylor was chating with me through msn..i told him about what i'm studying here now and he just "yelled" at me that i'm really wasting my own time studying bullsh*t.. =,=.. at that time i'm really duno how to respond to him..haiz..what to do..i have no choice you know Felix..haiz..
..don't know why,i'm tired of the living style at PJ now..no pc,no tv,even my own space i also dont have..i don't know how am i going to survive in the next few years at here for my Degree studies.. (my GOD!!!) ..i've decided to go to JB to "fetch" my iMac back to PJ,because i'm really need a pc for my studies..i've been suffered a lot during assignments due to this problem..especially for webpage design,i can't even do it without pc..i can't work at night and while the busy period i can't always borrow my housemates' laptop because they also need to rush assignments..arghhh..i don't want this to happen again..i must go to JB..
..tired of everything..tired of who i am..tired of how i manage my relationship..i can't even manage myself well when i'm sick..thanks MUM for always calling me when i'm sick just to check that whether i'm getting better or not..sorry for making u worry a lot..without my mum..ya..my eating start to get disordered..i've been eating really few in 1 day and not following the time at all..i've even felt like don't want to eat..lost my appetite.. T^T..i wanna go home..miss my mum's cooking so much..miss my parents..love them so much~
..arghh..i'll stop complainning already..hehe..so sorry..i just need to express my feeling out..i don't want to keep it inside my heart..it will be hard for me..i'l start picking up my appetite by eating according to time..i'm going to celebrate christmas with my friends later..to push away bad memories of this year..i need a new start over next year..i mean it..
p/s:yeahh...will start working tonight!! ^^ i'm really looking forward to it...by the way..congrats ya sister KINKI!!!must always stay happy ok!!!merry x'mas everyone~
累了
我的心 对你几乎已经快放弃了。
我不懂还为了什么而一直对你抱着希望。
请别再让我看见那一丝光芒，
我真的很想呆在谷底里 远离你。
我知道我办不到 但我会尝试。
把你从记忆里永远删除。
我 不爱被约束。
爱 不被我约束。
累了的心 我需要时间来复原。
